I'm trying to start something new.

Hello world. I was actually hesitating whether i want to stop blogging or not. Then i consider for quite a while and decided not to cause my 300+ posts will be gone just like that. :O

Anyways. Two weeks ago was my grandfather's 71st birthday dinner. It was a good night. Everyone had fun. Nobody was drunk. LOL.

I didn't take much pictures because my camera died on me that day. :( I took a few using my phone. Quality wasn't that bad i guess? Hehhh.

Choon Wei & I.

The oh-so-fair cousin and I.
Brother & the wife.
Yes, my date for the night. :D


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Yeap. Thats it. By the way, I'm having holidays till March. So anyone out there please ask me out. :D Been rushing assignments for the past two weeks. Today officially marks the end of Semester 1 UniSa. :) What i did these days are just eat, sleep, watch drama and facebook-ing. Yes, how lifeless. :(

Oh well, i'll be in Poppy tonight celebrating three friends' birthday. LOL. Yeap, its been a while since I club actually. I'm a good girl now! :D:D:D

Gone gone goneeee.

Everything in my computer is GONE.
Yes, can't really blog without pictures.
Shall be back soon.

They never stay, do they?

I wonder why sometimes, seriously, why would people change huh? Things change, people change. Apparently, people change to someone you don't even know who. From a person that you know so well, they become someone you don't even know who anymore. So is that someone were this all along? Its just that you didn't notice it? I don't know anymore. I don't know how to differentiate anymore. Sometimes the changes you see is scary. Scary is because you thought you know someone but actually you know nothing about them anymore. I fear now.

I'm having doubts. About everything. Sometimes, I would rather just be alone. I always try to make the best out of everything. Maybe I should just stop trying to please everyone. Maybe I should just please myself more. It feels like everything is drifting away. I'm scared. Yes, I fear lonely at times because I got so used to be with everyone. But now that everyone is going away, I should get use to being alone back. All I want is something very simple but why does it seem so hard? No, I don't get it too.

Sometimes living in denial feel much better.

After all, we are all the same.

Been spending most of my time with Vickydarling lately especially this week itself. What we did everyday is go back my house from college and sleep. We will wake up after two hours or so. Chill at home for a while. Off we go to Sweet Delight. Usually after Sweet Delight, mamak it is. Yamcha. Yeap. That's what we did everyday. Lifeless?

Yesterday was a little bit special. It was Poppy night. Pictures shall be show later. Cause most of it is with Vickydarling.

As for my parents, they are coming back tomorrow. Tonight will be my last day of no curfew and home alone. I shall then enjoy to the fullest. :D
People can be very jugdemental these days.

So its over.

Currently in Roy's shop. Using his laptop to blog and also webcam-ing with my oh so lovely brother Greg. :) I miss you la brother. Cepat balik. :(

Anyways. I'm also currently bloody sick. Coughing and sore throat. Sigh. Don't feel any good at all. Been rushing assignments alot lately. Today was so far the most relaxing day for me without any assignments need to rush. Did i mention to you guys that my parents were away for 11 days to China? Yes, home alone + no curfew. Joy of life. :D

Now the question is, what should I do for the weekends? Genting? Poppy? Hmmm. I need some alcohol man. Hopefully by the end of the week, i'm fully recover. :)


Looking very pale, I know. =/

I never been so dissapointed before. Thanks to you.

I'm taking it back.

Time will fade everything away.
I just need time.
I don't need you.
Not anymore.
I give you a chance but you don't appreciate it.
Sad to say, there's no second chance.

Clearly the answer is no right?

Somehow I thought you were the one.

But then I was wrong.
You dissapointed me.
I tried to stay positive all the time.
Try to work out everything.
I thought I could make a difference.
Yes, again you prove me so wrong.
I was so wrong about you.
It is so pathetic.